sharean, do you think those comments “you art stinks and sucks” are true? look sharean, if they are really good at art, they would give you a piece of advice like “you d better try this way, that way” and so on but no…they suck at drawing and they are JEALOUS. sharean, i want you to feel proud of your art. in fact i wish to draw exactly like you. i do love taiwanese, korean, japanese series and they have funny expression and you achieved what i wished for. comics about overweight and with funny expressions. u make them look so cute and energetic people which is exactly i have always imagined in my head when i would use transportations and watch the window. sharean, i love the details you draw oriana s eyes. they are so detailed and so beautiful. SHAREAN, HOW MANY TIMES I GOTTA TELL YOU “YOUR ART IS AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL…TELL THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENT NEGATIVE ‘GO TO HELL'”…i m serious…hahha…if i had those people…i would copy the sentece “go to hell” to everyone who insults you…no, just say “your mum didnt teach you any respect. no wonder you are raised from street”…that will hurt their feelings even there are no swearword…hahah…serious. you are right about watching happy things than sad things. this video was years ago. nowadays, the only violent videos i see are political videos, arab spring, revolution, iranian documentary and so on.
sharean, do you know how i started to forget about what happened. watching “invisible children”, lots of documentaries about burma, iran and so on. it would be better to force your little sister to watch those films and there she will appreciate her life. you can tell her about me. tell her that college is a new life and a different life than skool. tell her, my best friend who is the tallest guy had been bullied, his brother who was shy had been bullied, my younger brother who wasnt shy at all had been bullied, i had been bullied because i wear hearing-aid. tell her, there are no perfect skool and she will meet amazing people but usually during college. i m serious, sharean, let her get to know what is happening in the other world even if she has no interest. with this way, she will realize her problem is the smallest problem in this world even if it was hell and painful and violent. i know being bullied is not something someone can forget easily. it took me like 3 years until i lived in peace. maybe cuz i saw a lot of poor people in egypt which i come from, so i began to appreciate. also, sharean, let her join cultural centre. since i joined amnesty international, those people are so patient, willing to repeat words for you, so sociable. there are amnesty youth for kids. or other cultural centre. they are always free. your sister doesnt want to do revenge for no reason. when she feels she has no one in this world, the only thing she can think of is the current situation or people have hurt her, so, it is really important to have someone close to her or meet new people. trust me, those volunteer work will change her life…i really hope. tell her, i had been bullied for almost 4 years and i thought of doing revenge but it would proof i m weak. being strong is not easy. it is very in the end when you jump the first stage. the first stage is the hardest thing. it s just exactly like winning bronze, silver and gold. you are in bronze when trying to forget…while trying to forget, you got to meet a lot of cool people. silver is when you are hanging out with friends, you are already forgeting. gold is when you appreciate every minute you have and you also dont need friends, you love what you do. i really wish to help your sister. if there is a possible to email her, i could help her, talk to her. i bet she will find it weird or get upset that you told her. how old is she?

LOL! Orianas expression….there gonna get it X3